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Bulimia Gluttony grabs me at lightning speed,
I feel at once that I must feed,
Raiding the cupboards I stuff my face,
Stomach filling, self disgrace,
Rush into toilet, lock the door,
Hands and knees now meet cold floor,
Sink tap running to drown out sound,
Will keep my secret, I cant be found,
Head bent over the toilet seat,
Punishment for all I’ve had to eat,
Fingers scrape the back of throat,
Abruptly I begin to choke,
Vomit coursing over tongue,
Gasps for breath as head stays hung,
Flush the toilet, wash evidence away,
Back on the scales to check what I weigh,
Wipe the straying tears from my face,
Then close the bathroom door
Anorexia Mornings filled with hunger pains,
Blood slowly dying in my veins,
Exercise then fall to the floor,
Haul body up then work out more,
Chest growing tight and lungs are weak,
Head to tired for tongue to speak,
A mirror hanging in the hall,
What I would give to have “it all”,
With every bite of food I fail,
Body and spirit growing frail,
Silently dining from an empty plate,
Life measured out in height and weight,
Pangs of guilt as pride begins to grow,
Rib and hip bones clearly now show,
Each extra inch breeding despair,
Body and soul now running on air,
Staring as the mirror is now too tough,
Because nothing will ever
Sadistic Pleasures Hunt me, Trap me,
Tie up my hands,
Threaten me, Torture me,
Until I obey your demands,
Hurt me oh please,
Make me feel pain,
Beat me like hell,
Then beat me again!
Scare me, harm me,
Force me to cry,
Use me, Abuse me,
Don’t give me a reason why,
Violate me, shame me,
Then do it some more!
Make me feel hate,
Like never before,
Educate me, Discipline me,
With a Nazi regime,
Pain me, Don’t stop,
Till I can no longer scream,
Promise to kill me,
Make me long for death,
Damage my body,
Till it hurts to draw breath,
Lash me, Whip me,
Make my flesh bleed,
This is the feeling, The rush,
I so desperately need.
Mas

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~i-h3art-mys3lf Sep 8, 2008
thanks for the brushes dear :heart: thanks for the brushes dear :heart: [link]
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~i-h3art-mys3lf Sep 8, 2008
and did i mention thanks for the brushes dear? :D

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~mrs-inuzuka Jul 8, 2008
umm, may I use this for my dA icon? :D

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Click-able snowflakes!
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~circle--of--fire Jul 8, 2008
sure

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~mrs-inuzuka Jul 8, 2008
thanks. =)

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Click-able snowflakes!
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~Lil-Niki Jun 24, 2008
Great <3 :D
Love them!! x33
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